acquired

"to gain (a new skill, ability, etc.) usually by your own effort" -- miriam-webster


altercation

"a noisy or angry argument" -- miriam-webster


appalling

"very bad in a way that causes fear, shock, or disgust" -- miriam-webster


cold in her grave

"Cold in the grave refers to how the body cools down after a person dies as they lose body heat. If someone is cold, they have been dead for a long time, but if they are barely cold, they are only dead recently."


fled

"to run away from (a place)" -- miriam-webster


fret

"to cause to suffer emotional strain" -- miriam-webster


inconsistent

"not always acting or behaving in the same way" -- miriam-webster


lonesome

"sad or dejected as a result of lack of companionship or separation from others" -- miriam-webster 


Reckon

"to think or suppose (something) : to believe that (something) is true or possible" -- miriam-webster